she lost her best friend :(

Just woke up tis morning,,Feel like crying..Maybe is about HIM! I dont know why i keep thinkin about him..about our friendship..wats going on?! I really cant get it!!I just dun know wat to do..because of him..i cant sleep at night. keep thinkin stupid stuff..I really wan to give up ..I'm tired ...i cry how many times also no use ...no one will know how i feel...I use to have alot of fun in tis musical..But now..i cant feel any happiness..cause u all say tat we really give u hell..i really miss these days we have fun.. but now..from yesterday,,
i really cant feel it anymore.I dun know wat can i do...to pull us all back together..friendship NO MORE. Give up...tats all she can say...
She tired..she need t take a long rest...JUST TO FORGET ALL TIS...