worst day ever!

I'm back today.. just to spirited out all my feeling here. I'm tired to tell u how i feel. how unhappy i am. how i hate it! no point telling u and u are not willing to cheer me up, all u know is call me to cheer up. Do u know how much i hate u when u call me to cheer up? idk how to say this but, I really hate u now. I hate u but i still love u at the same time. Sometimes I really hate myself for loving u so deep, becasue onces we quarrel, I surely cry like hell. I really dun like crying.expecially crying because of u! Idk what can i do now. i really dont know.